Tuesday, August 7, 2012

There's a fine fine line between a lover and a friend

I recently asked two people, guys (two of my best friends)what I was to them and these were their answers.

Best friend of almost 9 years, "You're my love, my passion, my buddy, my friend, my confidence, my pickmeup, my helper, my comedian, my best memory, my equilibrium. You're my hopes and my dreams. You're my favorite everything."

The other friend answered, "well you've become one of my best friends."

I feel like that should tell me everything about our relationship but it doesn't. I don't know how to feel. Relationships are weird. Friendly relationships, romantic relationships, family relationships, they're all weird and confusing and frustrating. But mostly with men, because it's a fine, fine line between a lover and a friend. How do you stay friends with someone without making it more or letting them down easy but remaining friends.

Is it possible to just be friends with friend one after he's told me all of that? Also, is it possible to love someone you've never met before? Is it possible to be in love with two people at the same time but on different levels? But both romantically? So many questions. So many mixed emotions.